Today’s Bing wallpaper was changed to a school of blackfin barracuda, circle after circle, thus reminding me of my own life.

It seems that as I approach my thirties, I feel more and more that my life has come to an end, and that every day that follows is just a repetition of a day in the past.

My parents are still concerned about whether I am eating healthy and working hard;

When I get home, I talk to my wife about topics that I seem to have talked about on a certain day in the past, and no matter where I travel, the scenery is the same in my eyes;

And friends gatherings, although eating different dishes, the taste in the mouth is not very different, chatting is still the past, and then laughed off, long pause and sigh.

Changed the work, around the colleagues changed a batch, but it still looks like that group of people, some introverted, some extroverted, some sincere and kind, some hypocritical and gloomy, a little younger love to play board games, a little older for the family worried about the white head;

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Life is like a spiral circle, the central axis is the length of life, but the width is often set in stone, each circle can almost always be projected into the same circle.

But fortunately, I have a child who adds a myriad of possibilities to my unchanging life, which is a blessing, and perhaps one of the meanings of human reproduction.

You may think I’m expressing a sense of pessimism, but there’s nothing wrong with a static life, and I hope that those happy days with my family will just rise unchanged around the central axis of life until the end.